I Am So Done

It's just. . .there always seems to be something going wrong these days, you know? Traffic's been utterly miserable this week (today was not as bad a crawl as yesterday, but it was up there); work's been a shitshow (I didn't get nearly as much done as I wanted today because I was constantly having to help settle other matters or working to get something fixed -- most things DID get fixed, but there's one problem that's looking like a serious issue because my supervisor has the only login and none of us know what it is); my father's furious at his computer because it won't let him stop updates (which is a legit gripe but I don't know what I can do about it); and Mom's job remains pretty bleck (although she's compensated by doing the bare minimum to keep everyone happy). And now we're supposed to get more snow tomorrow morning -- not a lot, but that's what they said about Tuesday too. . .

And I -- it's just stressful. I feel like there's no place I can go where I'm not having to deal with something. Even watching videos on YouTube can feel kind of like work simply because I've got so many and lately everything I want to watch is so long. It's all a matter of "I want to do this this and that" but I never have enough time. And I rarely get enough sleep, and. . .

I dunno. I'm just -- worn out. Already 2018 is looking like a shit year. But I'm gonna keep plodding along. If only because I want to finish my darn fanfics. (Got another page on "Secundus 2," yay me.) I'm heading to bed -- I hope you guys are having a better start to February. Night all.