Seriously, Life? Happy Mediums Are Good

[crossover_chick]

Yesterday I was giggly from an overdose of webcomics, today I'm angsty because my period snuck up on me. I no likey the mood swings.
-M: We're not too fond of them either.-
Hey, at least you don't have to experience them directly.
-TD: PMS sounds like a cruel trick Mother Nature played on the female sex at times.-
It is, TeenDoc. It is. Especially when it comes on you suddenly and leaves you feeling icky.
-HD: *patpat, offer tea*-
Chocolate would be better, methinks.
-HD: We should have something here. . . .-
-DW: Get any writing done today?-
Some -- worked some on that new Drabbles88, typed up some more Victor/Alice stuff. I really should just join the stupid community if I'm going to use their prompts table, aren't I?
-VD2: *amused* Probably. Though I don't think anyone would complain if you didn't.-
Heh. Other than that, not much happening around here. Rift isn't too busy (except for the shipping meme in the cafe), and thanks to said period, I can't really muster up the energy to do anything Nexus-wise at the moment. Bleh.
-RPD: Well, as long as--
Don't say what I think you're going to say! Otherwise it'll happen!
-RPD: . . .You've probably got a point. Sorry.-
Anyway, I figure I might as well join the meme bandwagon -- stolen from foxywriter, who got it from martyfan, who got it from darkjediprinces. . . .
Give me a character of mine (I'll take past, current, and original characters) and I'll answer the following questions:

01.) Full name?
02.) Best friend?
03.) Sexuality?
04.) Favorite color?
05.) Relationship status?
06.) Ideal mate?
07.) Turn-ons?
08.) Last sexual experience?
09.) Favorite food?
10.) Crushes?
11.) Favorite music?
12.) Biggest fear?
13.) Biggest fantasy?
14.) Quirks in bed?
15.) Bad habits?
16.) Biggest regret?
17.) Best kept secrets?
18.) Last thought?
19.) Worst sexual/romantic experience?
20.) Biggest insecurity?

My RP characters are in my profile, though you guys probably know everyone I play at this point.
-VD: You seem to be doing a lot of memes lately.-
*shrug* They help pass the time.
-OD: I suppose it's better than TV Tropes.-
Ooooh, there's no escaping TV Tropes. Ever.
-D: Really? You didn't visit there for quite a while. . . .-
Yeah, but now I'm back, aren't I?
-D: True. Haven't you read half the articles you look at already?-
Sometimes there's new stuff!
-VD2: Just stay away from anything in Madness Tropes. Or Silent Hill.-
*pout* You're no fun.

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[raikomotomiya.livejournal.com]

15.) Bad habits?

Needs to lighten up. Extreme workaholic. Has trouble with letting go of people and events. Needs to stop expecting to people to snap to it when she’s telling them what do. Needs to go visit a shrink to help deal with her many issues, including the PTSD brought on by the Massacre of 2005, aka the Rape of Autobot City.

16.) Biggest regret?

Not being able to make it to Wheeljack in time to prevent his death by last ditch, suicide bombing the enemy. Very close to it is not being able to kill the smug bastard who easily escaped and maimed her for her troubles.

She’s been working on being good enough so that won’t happen ever again.

17.) Best kept secrets?

Her feelings for Ratchet, Wheeljack, and Perceptor over the last fifteen years or so. Her true heritage from everyone else not there when she was converted or trusts enough to know (Doc is one of only two Nexus dwellers who knows the truth.)

Part of her job is keeping secrets. Needless to say, she has lots.

18.) Last thought?

Oh, fuck.

19.) Worst sexual/romantic experience?

It’s a tossup between finding her first boyfriend in bed with another woman during university (Frostbite was a virgin until she met Elita) and what happened when she told Elita about who she had been. Elita took it badly, as she, like a lot of Cybertronians, is a bit xenophobic. So sleeping with an alien was not cool with her, especially as she even wondered if Frostbite was alive to begin with, or some advanced AI of the woman Frostbite had been.

So Frostbite had to prove she was alive and as Cybertronian as anyone else. Which eventually ended up being having to open herself up and expose her internals and spark, which is a Cybertronian’s tangible, visible, soul. Elita and Frostbite reconciled after that, but the incident scarred her as further proof that revealing who she was is always dangerous.

20.) Biggest insecurity?

Relates to her biggest fear. After all she’s seen, and all she’s done, and after all those she’s killed directly or indirectly, she worried about the increasing amount of numbness she has when dealing with the War. She can look at gory carnage without flinching, and pull the trigger on an enemy without regret. She feels she’s losing herself slowly.

That and losing everyone she holds dear to her, while being helpless to prevent it. And wondering if she really deserves to lose them in the first place.

[docsgirl.livejournal.com]

17) Oh, wow. Doc's honored to be privy to it.

19) OUCH. Yeah, that couldn't have been fun. Man. . . :(

[raikomotomiya.livejournal.com]

Thing about the only other person who knows is that she's also in the same boat of being completely altered against her own will as Frostbite and Doc. So yeah... the truth only really comes out to those who can really understand.

19) Yeah... that one was painful to play out. Frostbite knew it was coming - general cultural attitudes make it real hard for her if she 'comes out' and not only in the relationship sense - and knowing it actually went better than it would have if generally the partner had been different, doesn't really help. What could have happened was that someone else would have tried to kill her upon finding out - and they would have succeeded or Frostbite would have had to kill them instead.